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MEET HOLLAND GRACE FLANAGAN, ALSO KNOWN AS HOLL, SMOL. SHE IS SAID TO RESEMBLE SABRINA CARPENTER. AROUND SCHOOL SHE IS KNOWN AS THE REBEL WITH THE HEART OF GOLD, SHIELDING HER FEELINGS UNDER LOADS OF SARCASM. SHE MOSTLY WANTS TO DO THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU WANT HER TO DO, BUT THIS DOESN'T MEAN SHE ISN'T SMART. IN FACT, SHE IS EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT. SOMETIMES, HOWEVER, HER CURIOSITY DRAWS HER TOO FAR AND CAN GET HER INTO TROUBLE, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO HER HEART AND FEELINGS IN GENERAL. ONCE YOU GET TO HER, SHE'S LOYAL AND WILL NEVER GO AND A PRETTY GOOD PERSON TO HAVE AROUND.
— cisgender female, she/her pronouns.
— pansexual, && panromantic, with no preference | open to romantic interests and complicated sexual relations. give her something angsty!
— seventeen years old (running from innocence like it's a lion), currently in her junior year at badlands preparatory school, with no side job.
— is in gymnastics, has been involved in gymnastics ever since she was six years old. has taken slight interest in drama club, but jokes about being "too cool." to join. is very ambient on having an "all you can eat food" club. volunteer chefs are available. wants lots of mac n cheese.
— mother put her here in an attempt to give her a slightly better life, or to make up for the fact that her mother isn't planning on leaving an abusive relationship any time soon, Holland isn't sure.
— they're also trying to put Holland's drug addiction in it's past after she almost overdosed, a way that she tried to deal with the pain of her home life beyond cutting.
— a bit of a PESSIMISTIC, but considers herself as someone as trying to be realistic. because of her SARCASTIC attitude, she can seem a bit INTIMIDATING to some people, and to some, she might want to appear that way, but for those who meet her and actually talk to her, they learn that she has heart and despite being MYSTERIOUS, there is a lot more emotion behind those pretty blue eyes. In fact, due to what she's been witnessed to for her childhood and even now, it has made her quite VULNERABLE to the thought of love. She appears to be not bothered by it, wilting within her CONFIDENCE and has even been the type to break hearts herself. But like her mother, Holland is drawn to toxic people, and the few times she dated ended her in a never-ending cycle of heartbreak. to lovers and friends, they could only describe her as REBELLIOUS, WITTY, LOYAL, and some has admitted that she's a BROKEN soul. recently recovering from that her previous three year now ex boyfriend got her into to handle the pain, she now relies on art, where her talented as ranges, as well as singing and dancing. Holland might sometimes be LAZY, but she always has a woken soul, seeking for adventure in every crevice and crease that's around her.
— holland was born in a rather rundown neighborhood to what was considered the projects. her parents june and brayent , they were young when they had her, both unprepared. her father, he didn't last long, only til she was about five years old before he took off, leaving june to fend for herself and her daughter. her family living halfway across the united states, she had no plans on asking them for help and instead, worked nights as a stripper while leaving holland with friends. new men were nothing new for holland to see, ones that june thought she loved. boyfriend after boyfriend, they were all jerks and one even put his hands on holland. the only promising one that came was a lawyer, one who promised june the world. they did move in with him, getting the two girls out of the projects and frankly, thirteen year old holland was excited. already, she was beginning to show signs of depression, and didn't try to handle it. but a year later, he was only the same, keeping hostage of both girls. no one knew since he was nice outside doors, but he turned into a literal devil on the outside. when holland first started dating, it was to a senior her freshman year, someone who had just about as complicated of a homelife as her. he influenced her into handling herself through durgs and alcohol but she found herself much more reliant on the drugs. she started coming home less, going out more, and by the time she was sixteen in her junior year had lost her virginity to this eighteen year old boy. did they have much of a relationship? no, he was no different than her mom's boyfriend, except he didn't abuse her. but she ignored the signs because he made her feel alive. this lasted three years but was put to a stop when holland practically overdosed after breaking up with her boyfriend one night. the off and on relationships, nothing new, but after this her relationship, or whatever it was, ended there. she was able to recover recently over the summer, but in the end she once more feels much more alone than she ever has before.
— likes shiny things, like diamond rings and mac n cheese
— has the cutest of puppy dog eyes oh my gosh so cute
— loves any kind of concerts so much they're everything
— probably has slapped over fifty guys already.
— she is not impressed by cat calling, reach into her soul.
— a slut for bantering here and there
— probably gets obsessed with fictional tv characters
— will be your cat: eats ur food, loves u when she wants to
— speaking of cats, she's more of a dog person